Her Name Is Happiness

I am in front of everything I was denying.
We have to keep our passion secret.
We have to put our love under criticism.
We have to keep our bed intact.
We have to keep our lips dry.
We have to keep our friends in the dark.
We have to share everything in a tiny room.
We have to accept that it will not last forever.

But plans are for idiots.
I never thought we would have made it.
Friendship is on our way.
Your past, the biggest obstacle.
We can't predict reactions.
I wish I knew we would love it to be forever.
And I would make all the pain go away.
I am blind because of my obsession.
It is easy to blame loneliness, but you can't.
Can you? No , you can't.

Fuck.
Love is again the thorn and not the rose...