Alone 4 Years

You can think of me
But you can’t love me
You can laugh at me
But you can’t feel me
You can talk of me
But you can’t meet me
You can remember me
But you can’t kiss me
You can have everything now
But you can’t give me what I want.

Are 4 years too many?
How should I fool myself?
I have been shooting him for more than 1000 days.
And I still can't kill him...