Pacify...

I am almost sure that every human on earth believes that you cannot love forever someone you have met only once or twice. It is almost three months since the second and the last time I met her, it is almost two months since the last time we talked, but I haven't taken her out of my mind not for a single day. It is not normal, is it?
I guess I am more romantic than I should be. For sure I am still walking all alone. For sure it will take me time to forget, if I ever do. When I fall in love, I just add another eternal scar to my heart. Where is it all found? In your mind or in your heart? I just wonder if oblivion means overcoming a situation you cannot accept. One of the biggest chances of my life is lost. They say that some things go wrong so as for other things to go right.
But I still haven't managed to forget you. To be honest I will never do so. To be honest I do not want to forget you. You easily became another demon from the past...

Message To Charlyn

I want to meet Charlyn Marie Marshall today. Does she have a boyfriend? Does she want to go out with me? Why does she use Cat Power as a name?
Hey, Charlyn do you want to talk to me? Can you tell me what can trouble beautiful people like you? Hey Charlyn, can you hear me? I am on the other side of the world. Can you send me one kiss? Hey Charlyn, will you sing a song for me? Hey Charlyn, one thought is enough...

Find Some Time When You Are In Mood

If you have time, then you are not in mood.
If you are in mood, then you don't have time.
That is why you won't come back...

Seasons In The Abyss

She must correct me. The line between them is like the abyss. Long, dirty, dark and attractive. She is not that pretty, she is rather fat, but she is there all the time. It is starting to eat me up inside. I know that we have no luck. Because I will never step down her line...

Vanity Fair

Thank you! Thank you!
It was a bit upsetting having 4 profile views in about 2 weeks, but today my profile has been viewed 12 times. This means that 8 people took a look at my profile in one day. What happened? I do not know. I justed talked with Danny Carey. Ordinary life! If only you posted your comments or e-mailed me when you read my bullshit. It must be interesting getting feedback.
It seems as if there is more vanity in me than I believed...

One More Dream Fulfilled...

I can't live without sharing my happiness. Yes, sometimes my extended loneliness devastates me, but fuck off, on Wednesday I talked for about half an hour with Danny Carey. Who is he? He is the drummer of Tool. One of the best drummers of all times for one of the best bands ever. I am so happy. You don't have every day the chance to speak with your favorite artist, especially if it is Tool who avoid being interviewed more than they avoid to listen to a Madonna record. Anyway. I was happy and thank God, I still am. Pretty nice.

p.s. his voice sounds like Clive Owen's...

Friday Order

There is not a concept in this blog.
It is Friday. This means you have to follow orders this night. You have to go out. You have to have fun. You have to flirt. You have to fuck. You have to get chicks' phones. You have to drink. You have to have a good time. Yes, I will try to obey. Yes, I will try to fool myself. If I am not bored to death once more...
You can't have it all. I like the Nirvana, but I like Courtney's boobs too...

Not Enough Space

This is just a false start. You know what?

There is not enough space in Myspace for me...